We are now a week into Lent.
I really struggled this year in figuring about what to give up. There were lots of ideas but nothing resonated with me. I am positive that a large part of it was that I am lazy and self-centered and did not want to give up anything that I enjoy. However another reason (excuse?) was that I wanted Lent to really draw me close to God. Often during Lent instead of really making me more aware of God's presence I have just been aware of what I am giving up. Which is a good sign of how self focused I actually am.
Anyway after thinking, praying, I read an article where a lady gave up worry. That's interesting. Then when I was praying I felt God telling me to give up complaining (of course this something that I should give up forever not just for Lent).
So for Lent this year I am giving up complaining - and just just out loud but also in my brain.
And in the past week what I have discovered is that I like to complain.