Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Lent - complaining

We are now a week into Lent.
I really struggled this year in figuring about what to give up.  There were lots of ideas but nothing resonated with me.  I am positive that a large part of it was that I am lazy and self-centered and did not want to give up anything that I enjoy.  However another reason (excuse?) was that I wanted Lent to really draw me close to God.  Often during Lent instead of really making me more aware of God's presence I have just been aware of what I am giving up.  Which is a good sign of how self focused I actually am.
Anyway after thinking, praying, I read an article where a lady gave up worry.  That's interesting.  Then when I was praying I felt God telling me to give up complaining (of course this something that I should give up forever not just for Lent).
So for Lent this year I am giving up complaining - and just just out loud but also in my brain.

And in the past week what I have discovered is that I like to complain.

4 comments:

Peter said...

Margaret Feinberg has a related theme for Lent: Giving up contempt. Her post today sure struck multiple cords of truth inside me, sigh.

http://www.margaretfeinberg.com/index.php?option=com_wordpress&p=6165&Itemid=5

Ben said...

Wow! Her story really hit me. Thanks for sharing.

Peter said...

Hey Ben, checking in on how your giving up for Lent turned out?

Ben said...

Thanks for asking Peter. I just threw up a post that talks about how Lent was for me this year.