“I have access to God through the Holy Spirit”
“For through him we both have access to the Father by one Spirit.”
You can come to the creator of the world just as you are, with all your hopes, dreams and fears.
- Jesus what do you want to say to me today?
- Jesus what am I afraid of?
- What are your hopes and dreams for me?
Jesus revealed to me that I am scared that my best is not really that good. I am scared that I am simply average and there is nothing that special about me. This fear plays it's self out in two ways.
One I am afraid of doing my best. In fact Jesus showed me that I will purposefully sabotage my own work so that I have an excuse why it isn't my best.
Two I protect my image. I create a mask and hesitate to allow people to see the real me. I shy away from exposing my weaknesses for fear that people will just see me as an average person.
Jesus wants to set me free from this fear. You see I believe that lie that my worth comes from what I do. I need to believe that my worth comes from Jesus. Then as Tony Horton says I can "do my best and forget the rest."